Regrettable

When I see your face,

I am reminded,

Of the past we put to the grave.

Regret swirls around the place,

Mocking me,

Wanting my entire world to cave.

When I see those places,

I am reminded,

That I cannot remember.

All those things and faces,

I use to love,

All go down and timber.

I wish to relive that time,

The joy I felt,

Moments I deemed unforgettable.

I would give many a dime,

To regain them,

Those memories I had deemed unforgettable.

Give them back to me!

Oh how I plead,

Return what has been stolen from I!

I kneel before thee,

If not returned,

I'll surely loose it and die.

Die I will from depression,

Thou does not know,

How it pains me not being able to remember.

I am here, making my confession,

Thou has mercy,

And let me not go in a clamber.

Lonesome

Standing here at the sidelines,

Shadowed by the crowd lines.

With blankness spread over me,

My lonesomeness shall forever be.

Pictures and Memories are dear,

But will they stay ever clear,

And not ever fade from us?

Or shall they stay till we turn to dust?

Lonesome is my figure,

Leaning against cold stone walls.

Spinning my mind's gear,

Why can't they hear my calls?

..........................................................Reaching out,

.................................................Stretching throughout.

.................................................Grasping every opportunity,

.......................................Rejection laughs with glee.