Happy Moments

Friends and pictures to make the moments last,

The feeling of living out your Life the the fullest.

Is the greatest way of knowing your life isn't waste,

Living life with joy & no regrets is one's eternal wish.

Memories that'll last, tears that dry as the Sun goes up,

Dreams flowing like streams as the Moon graces the earth.

Music to spark up the dampen moods which shrouds over us,

Peace to lighten up everything while harmonizing every thing.

Happiness filled to the brim,the feeling of being alive,

Breathing every breath like your last, each little thing,

May turn your whole life around, 360 degrees and more,

What more to say the big things in life you are granted?

Lost

Choices of wrong words,

Leads to misunderstandings,

Which breeds anguish & sorrow.

The continuous of hurting,

Darkness that engulfs us whole.

Breathing is getting harder by the minute,

Oh, why won't it all just disappear and leave everything be.

Never ending tears fall,

Screams of frustration & pain,

The stinging pain of betrayal fills the air,

The stagnant air which suffocates its victims,
As the cycle of hatred continue to flow and flow.

I wish everything would just stop,
I wished we could all go back to when
all this never happened to us,
The time where we were still a family.

But I know that this is reality,
Reality has no intention to listen,
To a child's fairy-tale wish like mine.

NOTHING IS EVER GOING BACK TO WHAT IT WAS BEFORE
THAT IS REALITY

Sadden Heart

Coming home to a place with no one around,

Alone, my heart sinks, below bottom it goes.

Over and over my comfort grinds to the ground,

Depression fills me 'till an overdose.

Spinning, spinning, why won't it stop,

Fights and hurts from the past haunt my soul.

To the very brim I burst, over the top,

No matter where I go, I can never reach my goal.

Ignorance is a bliss, really a bliss,

But ignorance won't change the fact that pain fills this place.

Ignorance can't protect you from tyrants' kiss,

You will fall with ignorance as reality hits you in the face.

You aren't here, you aren't here,

You're not here to calm my troubled self.

No one, no one will take heed or hear,

The wantings I pile up on my inner-shelf.

I did...not want to hear...

I did not want to be here...

Nothing here seems dear...

Nothing seems to be clear...

In the rain we stand, we dared not move,

As words of war fly throughout the air.

With Night's embrace,the wind dances,

Tonight's scars shall not be forgotten.

"Get out of my life!" is not the words,

Not the words to be said to one who wishes,

Who wishes to disappear from this place,

This place where nothing is right anymore...

Words of forgiveness may be said,

But the wounds inflicted will not fade.

Words unsaid are not known to the other,

Only within the heart these words shall perish.

That beautiful portrait is burnt,

The glittering glass containing tears,

Spills and overturns as gravity brings it down,

Shattering to its fall, its shards spread all over,

Even as you try to glue it back together,

Its cracks will forever be there to remind you,

The never ending nightmare it tells.

Frustration

Standing...standing...

I can't help but feel,

That I'm slowly fading,

Away from hearts of steel.

Why, won't you stop,

Look at me for awhile.

Give me a chance to talk,

Before I start going wild.

Pressure grabs me tight,

But you don't understand,

The intensity that I fight,

For the me now and not then.

Yet you refuse to accept my words,

My actions which shout my loyalty.

Why won't you accept my truth,

And let yourself be free of blindness.

Why do you continue to hurt me,

Pain seeps into every core within.

Your every action, every word you utter,

Poison me to the very depth of my being.

Can't you see that your truths are lies,

Break away from them and open you eyes.

Please, otherwise, I can't be there at your aid,

Instead, I'll be on the other side of the line.

So, please, wake up!

Take heed to my words.

For the sake of the future,

And for the sake of our clan.

Longing

Everyday passes by in a flash,

Always, always I felt so empty.

Like the dead I lived day by day,

Oh, how I wish to disappear quickly.

But all that changed,

When a simple

meeting,

Built a

bond

between,

You

and

I.

The day I met you,

My life changed,

The world seemed to revolve,

quicker and quicker.

Fate has chained us together,

Your words resound in my mind.

Over and over, I never want to forget,

These memories which enthrall me whole.

Tears escape my eyes as I hear,

Words of care again and again.

Desire surges with in me,

Longing just to see you.

Compared not,

The warmth you give.

Joy follows you wherever you go,

Captivated, I regret not.

Alive I am now.

My thanks I give to thee,

For giving me a life,

To lead and live,

In this world

where only

you can

exist.

Fantasy

This luring desire,
Surges within me.
Blessed this place is,
As Serenity graces herself.

Life dances about with the Wind,
As the Night plays its symphony.
Tears of Joy fall from the Sky,
Watering the Earth's surface.

How I long to be here forever,
Where Reality feigns it existence.
Dreams will rule the darkness,
Love blinds all imperfectness.

Rain-in Warmth

This is the day I planned,
But never really thought.
As I walked up and took my stand,
For the first glance, I'm caught.

Feelings of uncertainty blown away,
By that warm smile you showed.
My efforts of PR paid of today,
It is true from what I am told.

Within 5 seconds, you took my notice,
And with that, 5 hours were spent.
Laughter and joy, I have long since felt,
To you, I share my greatest thanks.

Into the rain our joy did not damp,
Fun as it is, to run around,
Like a child, we stared at a lamp,
As part of our plan, to clown around.

As Rain shower us and chilled us to the very bone,
You held my hand after I slammed it on a traffic light post.
Though it did not hurt at all, you showed concern, your voice and tone,
Was warm like your hand on my cold skin, I received without a cost.

Lessons with words you gave me,
Attention and trust was given to thee.
Without a flinch, we stare into each eyes,
Cracking, observing, seeking for any lies.

Truth as it was, we both saw and heard,
Things that we did not expect.
Bits o' past tales were told, hopefully unhurt,
Understanding yet shock to one's ear, but still accept.

With this, we have made a bond,
Be it short, small, big or long,
It does not matter, for its already made,
For whatever happens, it will not fade.

The Joy, Warmth and Understanding...
Will be treasured and kept,
For as long as I live, this day,
Is what I want to relive.

As the Winds sing their song,
Breezes dance through the night.
With Cold's embrace nothing is wrong,
But nothing seems to go right.

"No right, no wrong" is what you told me,
So shall it be, my faith will be in thee.
These words I shall keep,
In my heart down deep.

Memories of the time spent with you,
Will resound through my mind.
As this song's final note hits its cue,
I will remember it for it's one of a kind.

Fatigue

Drowning...sinking,

Lose yourself completely.

Escape from reality,

Just for awhile.

Falling...fall to Bliss' embrace,

Close your eyes as a lullaby is sung.

Let sleep overcome you,

As darkness engulf you whole...

Listen, as the wind joins Her song.

Sweet dreams play throughout this night.

Grace you are, by moonlight's gleam,

Do you not wish that this would last forever?

Frustrated

Slowly, as the days drag on,

Bit by bit my sanity fades.

Them also, one by one, now all gone,

Friends no longer there to aid.

Headaches, feel like my head'll explode,

Along with my unfinished dreams.

Throw away, every trash there is, unload,

All that was once loved flow away like streams.

Release and be free,

Take your freedom and fly!

"No one can stop me!" I shall decree.

Run away from the world's lie...

Escape into a Lunatic's mind,

Everything becomes so pure...

Distance myself from people of all kind,

For that is the best cure...

Forget it all forever,

Free from my worries for once.

And I'll be so clever,

If only I had that chance...

Cause no matter how hard,

I'll always remember...

The cuts on my card.

Forever they'll stain my slumber.

How I long for those peaceful days,

Where nothing ever hurts.

Now everything I touch decays,

Anyone that comes near me, they're jerks.

I wish I could reset everything,

Then I could have my childhood back.

But the act's finished, curtains closed,

How ignorant of me to think life's a piece of cake.

Breaking down, body shuts down,

Everything seems to go backwards.

I feel like a mental Clown,

Locked up in white wards.

Enough is enough! Jokes over!

I'm fed up with the world's games!

If this goes on, trouble is what I'll be!

I'll make you wish you never messed with me!

Unheard Cries

Wounds that never healed,

Cries that are never heard.

In this place I linger,

Wondering when all this would end.

Hoping for a hand to hold,

Wishing for a warm embrace.

I long to be freed,

Yearning for someone...

Who...will save me?

From this nightmare...

Who will come?

And aid me in this place.

No one will come...

Because I'm already gone.

In their eyes,

I'm already dead...

My soul moves on,

Leaving an empty shell behind.

As it fades from existence,

Leaving no record at all...

Walking In the Rain

A silvery drizzle on a cold night,

Rain drops tapped the surface of the earth.

Can you hear it?

The melody played by nature.

Listening to its sweet song,

I walk on this journey.

Knowing not my destination,

I travel onwards.

My vision blurred,

As the rain grew heavier.

Lying on the ground,

Bathing in the rain.

Recalling memories,

Which was once forgotten.

Shedding tears of pain,

That I never did.

I remember now,

The thing I yearned for most.

Running towards it,

With all my might,I reach for it.