Bit by bit my sanity fades.
Them also, one by one, now all gone,
Friends no longer there to aid.
Headaches, feel like my head'll explode,
Along with my unfinished dreams.
Throw away, every trash there is, unload,
All that was once loved flow away like streams.
Release and be free,
Take your freedom and fly!
"No one can stop me!" I shall decree.
Run away from the world's lie...
Escape into a Lunatic's mind,
Everything becomes so pure...
Distance myself from people of all kind,
For that is the best cure...
Forget it all forever,
Free from my worries for once.
And I'll be so clever,
If only I had that chance...
Cause no matter how hard,
I'll always remember...
The cuts on my card.
Forever they'll stain my slumber.
How I long for those peaceful days,
Where nothing ever hurts.
Now everything I touch decays,
Anyone that comes near me, they're jerks.
I wish I could reset everything,
Then I could have my childhood back.
But the act's finished, curtains closed,
How ignorant of me to think life's a piece of cake.
Breaking down, body shuts down,
Everything seems to go backwards.
I feel like a mental Clown,
Locked up in white wards.
Enough is enough! Jokes over!
I'm fed up with the world's games!
If this goes on, trouble is what I'll be!
I'll make you wish you never messed with me!
