Frustration

Standing...standing...

I can't help but feel,

That I'm slowly fading,

Away from hearts of steel.

Why, won't you stop,

Look at me for awhile.

Give me a chance to talk,

Before I start going wild.

Pressure grabs me tight,

But you don't understand,

The intensity that I fight,

For the me now and not then.

Yet you refuse to accept my words,

My actions which shout my loyalty.

Why won't you accept my truth,

And let yourself be free of blindness.

Why do you continue to hurt me,

Pain seeps into every core within.

Your every action, every word you utter,

Poison me to the very depth of my being.

Can't you see that your truths are lies,

Break away from them and open you eyes.

Please, otherwise, I can't be there at your aid,

Instead, I'll be on the other side of the line.

So, please, wake up!

Take heed to my words.

For the sake of the future,

And for the sake of our clan.

Longing

Everyday passes by in a flash,

Always, always I felt so empty.

Like the dead I lived day by day,

Oh, how I wish to disappear quickly.

But all that changed,

When a simple

meeting,

Built a

bond

between,

You

and

I.

The day I met you,

My life changed,

The world seemed to revolve,

quicker and quicker.

Fate has chained us together,

Your words resound in my mind.

Over and over, I never want to forget,

These memories which enthrall me whole.

Tears escape my eyes as I hear,

Words of care again and again.

Desire surges with in me,

Longing just to see you.

Compared not,

The warmth you give.

Joy follows you wherever you go,

Captivated, I regret not.

Alive I am now.

My thanks I give to thee,

For giving me a life,

To lead and live,

In this world

where only

you can

exist.

Fantasy

This luring desire,
Surges within me.
Blessed this place is,
As Serenity graces herself.

Life dances about with the Wind,
As the Night plays its symphony.
Tears of Joy fall from the Sky,
Watering the Earth's surface.

How I long to be here forever,
Where Reality feigns it existence.
Dreams will rule the darkness,
Love blinds all imperfectness.

Rain-in Warmth

This is the day I planned,
But never really thought.
As I walked up and took my stand,
For the first glance, I'm caught.

Feelings of uncertainty blown away,
By that warm smile you showed.
My efforts of PR paid of today,
It is true from what I am told.

Within 5 seconds, you took my notice,
And with that, 5 hours were spent.
Laughter and joy, I have long since felt,
To you, I share my greatest thanks.

Into the rain our joy did not damp,
Fun as it is, to run around,
Like a child, we stared at a lamp,
As part of our plan, to clown around.

As Rain shower us and chilled us to the very bone,
You held my hand after I slammed it on a traffic light post.
Though it did not hurt at all, you showed concern, your voice and tone,
Was warm like your hand on my cold skin, I received without a cost.

Lessons with words you gave me,
Attention and trust was given to thee.
Without a flinch, we stare into each eyes,
Cracking, observing, seeking for any lies.

Truth as it was, we both saw and heard,
Things that we did not expect.
Bits o' past tales were told, hopefully unhurt,
Understanding yet shock to one's ear, but still accept.

With this, we have made a bond,
Be it short, small, big or long,
It does not matter, for its already made,
For whatever happens, it will not fade.

The Joy, Warmth and Understanding...
Will be treasured and kept,
For as long as I live, this day,
Is what I want to relive.

As the Winds sing their song,
Breezes dance through the night.
With Cold's embrace nothing is wrong,
But nothing seems to go right.

"No right, no wrong" is what you told me,
So shall it be, my faith will be in thee.
These words I shall keep,
In my heart down deep.

Memories of the time spent with you,
Will resound through my mind.
As this song's final note hits its cue,
I will remember it for it's one of a kind.